Hello (:

2011-12-04T20:44:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much.. How I really wish I can talk to you now.
But then, you are gone already. Forever.

When will we meet again.....

Sighs..

2011-08-02T19:47:00.002+08:00

Dampened mood. I really hate life now. This is worse than what I'm going through in BMT.
FUCK IT.

That's really how I'm feeling now. DON'T EVEN HAVE THE MOOD TO PLAY ANYTHING. -.-

2011-07-05T03:03:00.000+08:00

POP LO!

HAHAHAHA. I haven't update my blog for years!

I'm just a holy fool, oh baby it's so cruel~ <3

2011-01-27T04:42:00.000+08:00

You know.. my jc days seem like it happened hours ago..

2011-01-19T03:06:00.002+08:00

You know, sometimes I really get so excited about NS for nothing. -.-
Argh, i'm trying to stay positive , which is a good thing for pessimist like me!

Come to think of it, I'm not the only one suffering too right.. hehe.
I want to faster POP and ORD!

2011-01-17T03:36:00.001+08:00

Seize the day,
Never have regrets,
And most importantly,
stay close to your friends,
and family for they have helped,
make you the person that you are today.

2011-01-15T03:52:00.001+08:00

Super super disappointed.
I was already forgotten long ago, by some people..

2011-01-14T03:37:00.002+08:00

Everyday seems like a torture to me .. Time is torturing enough, yet people come and create unnecessary nonsense for me.
You come in peace, then just because of one MINOR thing, you made it sound like everything's my fault . gawd. Minor is really minor btw. Not mentioning who!
And to........................
You are a pure backstabber. I may be the final victim? I don't know. But others have experienced it before, from you.
And it is irking some of us already. We can't stand it any longer. TRY US __________!

AND I HATE PEOPLE WHO BLOODY DON'T REPLY SMSES.
Hello, if you reply with a "k" or "lol" , dont expect me to reply. You wanted this convo to end abruptly.
+ I don't understand why people don't reply smses of concerns/questions from me. Find it redundant/ridiculous? It's fucking annoying, seriously.
Want evidences of you not replying? I sure do have ALOT.

Anyway, My NS enlistemnt date is........ two words : fuck off :)

2011-01-10T03:18:00.001+08:00

I'm like crying every now and then. But who knows?

2010-12-03T03:19:00.002+08:00

A's have ended. And so........?

I really don't feel anything. + I feel sad inside.
So many things in my mind now. Just feel like letting all out at one go.

2010-11-23T04:00:00.002+08:00

I don't know if I should be happy that A levels are gonna be over soon.
I wanted to get AAB/A (yes I know it's ridiculous) but poof. Gone. Unless some miracle happens..
Worse still, I don't feel like going prom anymore.

Sighs, but I admit that I didn't study well enough for A's.
Too late for regrets ya? :'(

2010-10-30T04:24:00.002+08:00

I last published 28 days ago .

Hmm, particularly disgusted by some people nowadays.
You should know what you have done. Argh. -.-

10 days to A levels. not even prepared for it. I know I'm not doomed (as many always say), but I'm still feeling so scared!
Bio, GP, Chem, Maths, CSE.. Stop haunting me.
And I bloody don't wanna retain one more year. Because of GP.

2010-10-02T04:56:00.001+08:00

Just realised I hadn't posted for a month.

Hope ZY is feeling better..

2010-10-02T04:27:00.003+08:00

I am really lazy to blog but I feel that I have to spill certain things out here.

You have changed.. Where has the old you gone to?
It is heartbreaking to see that NEGATIVE change in you. It was as if I am being used by you , then thrown aside after that. Do I look like I am a thing to be used? You used to treat me as a person, but no longer now. I have become an object, probably an insignificant one.

Then I heard things from people.
Initially I didn't believe it, but from your actions and behavior, it became more of an obvious answer. . People asked what happened. I said nothing. In fact, I don't even know what's happening..
Or Maybe.... the time has ripen. My presence started to become more of an obstacle, thus you developed hatred for me. I don't know. If this is what you think.. I have nothing to say.
I was tearing ,while typing this post. I am upset, disappointed with your actions towards me, because I never expected you to do all these to me. Forget it, I suppose you have left me..

Perhaps, no one will know who I am referring to/what I'm talking about.
But if YOU happen to chance upon this, I just want to tell you that, I am still around..for you.
Sometimes I really regret knowing you... Sighs.

2010-09-08T03:49:00.002+08:00

Sorry...

Monday was like the best day I ever had! Went ice-skating ~! With (you know who they are) .
So fun !! though i can't even balance.
Ok, i am damn tired to type now . HAHAHA. BUT JUST TO SAY THAT , I LOVE YESTERDAY. =D

now.....

fuck. my friend just showed me some NS videos.
And i just feel like committing suicide now. Fuck my life.

2010-09-03T03:35:00.003+08:00

I guess it just shows how much I have tolerated. . .
Anyway, PRELIMS ARE OVER! Wonder if I am supposed to be happy or sad?

I'm not gonna say if the papers are easy or difficult. No longer, now.
I hate it.

2010-09-01T04:00:00.003+08:00

QSS teacher's day celebrations was kewl. I went there LATE, but luckily i didn't miss the korean dances! Quite nice la, not that bad.
Saw so many of my sec school friends. Gawd. It felt as if I hadn't seen them for zillion years. Wtf.
Miss the fun so much can?! Esp between 404 and 405? Idk. We love switching classes around LOL.

All are in the past though....

Went to Joey house. LMB came too! Finally I got to see him. hehe.
Left @ 7pm. And now I'm here, wondering what I should do later.
I THINK I HAVE OFFICIALLY STARTED HOLIDAYS LE LOR. LOL.

2010-08-30T02:13:00.003+08:00

On the verge of killing everyone now.

Stomachache is getting real bad, my studies are getting really shaky.
You know where is the place I can relieve myself the best?
It's Audition. Yes, call me a retard or whatsoever. And I'm not a fucking addict ya?
The real world is getting too disturbing. Everyone is becoming so fake in whatever they do.
And particularly a few ppl, obviously I'm not going to mention names.
Ok , the virtual world would have been more fake , blah blah blah. I know that. I have made friends from the virtual world, met with them before, and at least, they are always there whenever I need them. SMS, MSN, Audition, easily available.
I know it sounds bad, but of course there are a few people in this world that I love ttm! Those that are always by my side, chatting with me , asking me out.. THANKS really a lot. Because I was nearly blinded the majority who are so pretentious.

Hey, I really should create a new blog. PRIVATE one. So that I can throw in names. Excited? :)

I am lazy to talk about studies related stuff.
One confirmed flunked subject : Chemistry. Fine, I love Chemistry, and have a (strong?) foundation, but that doesn't mean I won't do badly? Enough. Wait till the results come out. Then I will shut all the fucking mouths up! :D
-This is a general statement. No intention to shoot anyone-

2010-08-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

=)
Let me enjoy the rest of my days peacefully.
No quarrels, no hatred, nothing...

2010-08-04T23:08:00.002+08:00

ZZZ . I AM FEELING SO TEMPTED TO WRITE NAMES DOWN HERE AND TALK BAD ABOUT THEM.
BUT SHIT _________, I CANT WRITE ANYTHING HERE.

EVERY LITTLE THING ALSO WILL BLOW UP, MAKING A MOUNTAIN OUT OF A MOLEHILL.

ok relax. I shall tolerate. Bully me?

2010-08-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

2240 hrs.

-Haven't start CSE.
-Just finished playing Facebook games.
-Yawning about.
-Talking to 3 ppl on MSN.
-Big CSE file infront of me.
-Feeling pissed. (Who cares?)
-Heartbroken as well.
-I believe that no one cares about my existence.

2010-08-03T22:54:00.002+08:00

Bored.
I.
Need.
To.
Study.
Right.
Now.

Hey, I was just entertaining myself . Trust me , I am gonna be KO-ed by 2330hr.

2010-08-02T02:26:00.001+08:00

Shit. I am really getting addicted to Cabal. (Audi is still down).
And now , I have alot of uncompleted tasks. Sometimes really so fed up when ppl finish SO MUCH stuff, and I am slowing down so much. Oh, whatever. HEE.

I need to enjoy life too. Sighs..

2010-08-01T04:56:00.003+08:00

AUDI SERVER IS UP! But it went down after 30mintues or so..
ME AND ZY WERE PLAYING , AND THERE WERE SOOOOOO MANY BUGS.

Let's play again some day. ;mua

BYE. My CABAL LVL 56 LIAOOO. (Ok, it's rather slow -.-)

2010-07-30T01:05:00.004+08:00

=.=

Oh, it's my fault(yayaya). Happy? I love to slander ppl for nothing. Like omg ya.

Lucky, I have friends that who can actually hear me out. Thanks ZY and GZ. (Hahah, no point figuring out who they are) . You 2 made me laugh like wth! I can forget about everything when I chatted with you two! At least we can joke about . teehee.

And to Mr ABC, you don't know what is real spam.

2010-07-26T01:04:00.002+08:00

Happy happy today :D
On 25/7/10 , i won my official 2nd Expert arena medal! Oh gosh, haven't been having that for quite some time liao. LUCKY ZY STOP HIS CHAIN, OR ELSE..... 4th day medal for him . :@
I miss my tagging exp spree. So wasted..
Anyway, i hope later will be a smooth day for me.

I must remind myself to spam call zy tmr. ohhnooooo LOL.
OH AND CONGRATS FIONA FOR WINNING THE BAKING CAKE COMPETITION! YIPPEE! =D

2010-07-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps. I am recovering well here. :D
Soon, i will be full force studying. AT LEAST HAVE THAT POWER LIAO. PAST FEW DAYS IS... so tiring -.-

ok, good luck for those J1 peeps/J2 retakers for chinese LC tmr.

KEN TAN, SEE THIS. YOU OUGHT TO GET FULL MARKS.
OR ELSE I SMACK YOU.

2010-07-19T22:19:00.001+08:00

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. FLU AND SLIGHT SORE THROAT.
AND I AM TIRED. STILL GOT SO MUCH WORK TO DO -.-

bye. i want to sleep(?) but how?!

2010-07-17T03:46:00.003+08:00

Gah, ytd was quite a sad day for me. You see, everyone in my class has to meet up with my GP tutor to go through their own essay with her.
And the way she tells me, its like, THE END. And beside that, how would you feel if you see someone passes his/her essay for the first time ?
Hello , I want that fucking one time. I haven't pass any GP related stuff in my 2 years of being a retard.

*Throws aside*

BR Champion on 16 July 2010. My first official time winning BR arena. SORRY MELVYN D:
AND ZY, CHILL !

2010-07-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

I don't understand how these type of people exist.
Yaya, throw whatever abusive words on me. Later on, when you need me, I just have to pretend you did nothing , and talk to you nicely.
Because I don't think we need to have a quarrel over it. Even if we do, what's the point?

Ya, just fuck off. I am saying it nicely.
Act blind , whasoever. up to you. Oh, are you exhilarated?

2010-07-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. Omg I'm so happy I got C for Chem. LOL. Just nice match. -.-
Anyways, i am tired. byebye.

2010-07-12T02:49:00.001+08:00

Mwahahahah. I AM SO HAPPY TODAY. IDK WHY OK. Bleh. Maybe because friends are making me happy x)
Ok, Looking at the time, I needa sleep now.
Ken Tan has talked to me for hours. THANKS AH.

Hornified by GP :D

2010-07-10T04:13:00.002+08:00

I am like so tired of studying.. I don't feel like going to school again.
Yes, call me a weakling or whatsoever, but I have other burdens as well.
Sighs..

Somehow, I really regret studying in JC alot..

2010-07-09T01:08:00.002+08:00

I lost like half the battle on the battlefield. Or maybe it's a complete loss.
I failed GP, la U. It just makes me feel so dumb and stupid to be studying in this class, in this JC. I was SO NEAR to making it first FROM THE BOTTOM. Paper 2 lowest in class. I was like wow. I didn't how to react to it.
I believe that I can score better ? My paper 1 too. I did the best I ever could, and still fail...
So where do I go next?

On a side note, my maths got B. Yipee! But then, so what? GP still matters the most in the end, I guess.

2010-07-05T04:03:00.003+08:00

Bad + Good day. Depends on how you see it.
Good : I AM FINALLY HAVING A GLADIUS RING~ WEE! My audi cpl is also BACK IN ACTION! ( I suppose) xD
Bad : Expert and br arena, really damn -.- Very fast out liao. Expert 1st round out LOL zzz.
And I am feeling very zzz now. Feel like just shutting myself .

Talking to zy now. Ok, at least it made me feel better. (With his nonsense and crap, how can you not laugh) LOL.
Now , I am supposed to spam call him @ 6 till he wakes up. OH WELL ~ CONGRATS TO MYSELF. *coughs

Poof. Later going veeeeeeny house.!

2010-07-04T04:17:00.002+08:00

Damn it, I am feeling so down! Rawr.
Chatting with kentanJL now. I feel like typing your full name? Hoho.
School is resuming on Tues . And I am feeling so sian about it.

Because school resumes = tutorials = wake up damn early = Prelims = A levels = Nearing of NS = my death.

2010-07-02T04:41:00.002+08:00

CHATTING WIF AGNES NOWWWW :D
Ok, so ytd was bio paper. Screw it. LOL.
Then after that went to Agnes' houseeeeeeee! Along wif cy,dh,lk,ben and noon . Watched Cinderella and Shrek 3(?) HAHHA.
AND WE HAVE TONS OF FUNNNNNNNNNNN ! WEE WEE~ Pictures speak a thousand words yea!
I HOPE I CAN GO TO HER HOUSE AGAIN SOON ! =D

Gawd. I needa run away now, because there's a moth flying around. And now idk where it is. ==

2010-06-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

kthxbye. off to chem.

2010-06-29T00:35:00.002+08:00

Again, my 4th/5th winning expert arena without a medal on 28/6/10.
Gets a bit sickening huh? I wonder in what ways are people displeased with me? Whatever.

And I feel sucky,stupid now.
Maths CT as a whole seems fine, but somehow I screwed up the paper. Damn, if I had really studied, I wouldn't be feeling so bad now. Counted the blanks and 20 marks had flew(REAL BLANKS, UNDONE) .What more? I doubt I will get hold of the full 80 marks right..zzz.
One of my friends said it was an easy paper. I just shurgged it off.
Let's pray I can get at least a 65.

Next is Chemistry. 0% complete. Serious.
I mean it when I say every word here. Someone has to rescue me.

2010-06-28T03:13:00.001+08:00

Don't get the rationale of those idiots saying it and WANTING to do it.
Jealousy much?
Your face already makes me want to vomit.

2010-06-27T04:53:00.001+08:00

Everything strained.
All my doing.
What the fuck.

2010-06-26T02:49:00.002+08:00

One of my friends celebrated his 18th birthday with his friends. He is happy. I am happy for him too. Surprise party? I think so.

I am just jealous that people have birthday celebrations, simple as that.
Birthday cakes, presents, surprise parties, i hardly experienced them/ had them. So sucky, even my family doesn't like celebrating my own birthday.
Yes, I am thankful for my class for singing a birthday song and signing off birthday wishes on my lecture book. I appreciate that. But I just want to experience something that most people had. =/
I am greedy.
I am jealous.

Poof.

2010-06-26T02:34:00.002+08:00

MET UP WIF MY ADDDIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK! OMG MISS HER TTM LEH.
Chatted with her alot, along with Noon and CY. the MRT peeps! Hahahahahha.
(Lin Ken met up wif her ytd..) So it's actually a MRT peeps gathering! So cool.
I MISS YOU A LOT. x INFINITY. Seriously, your presence can make even the world's saddest person smile!
How I wish you can go back to class and study with us until the end of A's. :(
Oh well, just have to treasure the time with you when you are in SG. Argh, I hate that feeling Aggy! I know you will be coming back quite often..but still.....

I am just feeling so thankful and grateful for having you as my good friend in my life.. =D !

2010-06-24T04:07:00.002+08:00

I think I have made quite "big" progress!
You see, for Maths CT, Chapters 12-20A will be tested. AND YES, I AM HALFWAY THROUGH CHAPTER 13. -.-

Bored of Maths. Really. Even the most simplest thing became the hardest to me.
OH GAWD. Am I really gonna be dead?
I don't know. All the best to myself. I am still going to play.
THANKS FOR THOSE WHO TRY TO PERSUADE ME, but =____________=

They suck. like fuck.
Holy bastards and bitches.

2010-06-23T03:28:00.002+08:00

Chatting wif steffi and my cousin now.
Steffi is so gl can? LOL =x

Asked my cousin about tekong stuff, and it sounds REAL scary. Field camp. Go jungle for 6d5n? LOL. The jungle seems to be some "cool" resort. yay.
How about seeing wild boars, snakes and ghosts? That's a nono! If one day I never come back, you all should know what have happened.
And I am scared of ghosts. REALLY. I have never encountered one before , neither would I want to encounter one in my whole life. OK, I like to watch ghost movies, but IT MUST NOT HAPPEN TO ME IN REAL LIFE.

Nuff said. I think I want to die first before going for NS. Wtheck.
Anyone can buy me a coffin nao? x.x

2010-06-22T03:50:00.002+08:00

6 more days and I still haven't touch my maths lecture books. Guess I am doomed to fail? zzz.
Seriously, NO motivation to study. wtf.
And my Wed visit to veeny's house is cancelled. Gonna be stuck at home this whole week again, except Sat, when I have to go for my cousin's wedding =D
SO SORRY KEN. GO OUT NEXT TIME OKAYS!

Audi matters leave in audi. Don't bring it to real ma... sighs..
The community changed..

OOH, TODAY'S BR SEMI FINALS WAS LOL. HAHHAHHAHA. BML NORMAL 4k WTF. -.-
Pity me, 4th in position , but oh well. 96 perf...

2010-06-21T04:14:00.003+08:00

7 more days to Reopening of school + Start of my mid years. omgzxczxc. Wish me luck because I haven't start studying! (and it's a fact, ask around!) esp my audi kakis, should know me well ! =P

Maths less than 10 chapters, easiest to cope out of the 3 subjects I suppose?
Chemistry is damn -.- It's about everything!
Bio ... hmm. J2 only but still worried. Aiming for a just pass. JUST PASS I DAMN HAPPY LIAO. x)

Anyway, I feel that something is lacking. Who/What?

2010-06-20T04:03:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG.

I AM WATCHING WE GOT MARRIED NOW. SO FUNNY. Seohyun and Yonghwa!
Actually all thanks to Jocelyn HAHAHHA. =D

2010-06-19T03:34:00.003+08:00

F.T Island - Don't Love Me.
I dont care if you like kpop or of whatever race or you hate F.T.Island. THIS SONG IS A MUST TO LISTEN (Y)

Let's get back to the main topic of the day.
18/06/10 , champ of expert arena once again, BUT room hanged. Apparently kun they all said certain people don't like me . =/
This is further proved in the 1st round of BR arena where my room was hanged as well. FIRST ROUND only. Oh well.. it was just lucky that i can chain and play well for my finals in expert arena. What a bad day T_T
People still can suan me ! Like.....*coughs* i don't want to mention names LOL.

And is there threesome going on at zy house HAHAHAHA =x

2010-06-18T04:01:00.002+08:00

Seems so long ago.. It brought back so much memories of ages ago. (Not BGR stuff though)

Secondhande Serenade - Fall For You
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find ...

世界为末日，生命将末日。

2010-06-17T03:49:00.002+08:00

Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding?....
Ah, a bloody life.

2010-06-16T03:27:00.003+08:00

Lol, some players in audi have to know that BML is a an easy chain song. Go ask around, noobs.
x13 is nth for those who are more pro than me. Yes ,its NOTHING. If you say that I am hacking, you are implying to them as well.
Today bad day. Didn't even reach till semi of Expert and BR arena. Suay dao sian.
And after my x13, i missed -.- .

Ahh, my JJ orientation tee is gone case! T_T

I am a 14 year old kid. *coughs* zy.. LOL.
KEN IS A PIG LALALAALALALLA. PREPARE FOR YOUR DEATH DUDE.

2010-06-15T02:53:00.003+08:00

Went for NS checkup with DEEEEEEEEAN.
And it sucks ttm. I couldn't really hear what they are saying at times and the ECG guy is very ,very retarded. -.- THE QUIZ IS WORST. i thought it would be PURELY calculation of MATHS, but there's physics as well. And wtf, I DONT KNOW HOW TO SEE! zzz.

And I have to go back to that cursed place a 2nd time because my BMI is within unacceptable range, AND THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING ABT THIS IS I HAVE TO LOSE 0.5KG ONLY TO BE OUT OF THIS PES BP THING. Seriously, one of my worst days.
Don't know if I should be depressed or laughing at myself. 0.5kg. Can't just let me off? Cut off 500g from me then. Oh, I also saw my senior being one of the medics at the blood pressure station. ~.~

Offtopic , CONGRATS ZY FOR WINNING BR MEDAL..(Hmm,semi rm 1 dc-ed), BUT STILL GOOD ENOUGH ;wild
My room dc-ed hello.. stupid dc fucker.
Congrats myself top 3 for expert arena :D :D :D :D

Gosh I am camera shy! LOL. Aiya, its with the d4 arrangement. -__-

2010-06-13T03:58:00.003+08:00

*PAUSED*
WATCHING 2012222222! I rmb watching it with.....??? Ben? And? idk. cant rmb.
Oh well, next movie Ip Man 2 ! x)

28 more hours. You know and I know. *sighs*..

2010-06-11T01:22:00.001+08:00

STUDYING CSE . DO NOT DISTURB.

Btw, gotten from someone fb.
"BuT i TalLeR TheN EuU heHe So To MeE EuU aRe a ShoRty HeHe " <--- FTW LOL.

2010-06-09T03:22:00.003+08:00

Busy busy! Miraculously stopped playing at about 12++am and then went to meddle with software again. Chatted with zy also . JIAYOUS FOR LATER TEST!

*Coughs* I know something already.. This is getting so amazing!
And I am feeling so sleepy again....... I wanna watch TV!

2010-06-08T01:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday lab session at Science Centre was super fun! Worked with Ben and Lin Ken and it's super hilarious. HAHAHAHHA. Anyway, they should scold more vulgarities next time :D
Ok, so I realised i am a heterozygote for that bitterness gene. COOL RIGHT? i wanna test for more genes leh ~.~
We have the most excellent results, all thanks to ben. hohoho.

Oh, I toured the whole science centre like i have been there for my first time LOL.
Ahh.. seriously , i think is last time going science centre liao. Will miss there and miss claire, our teacher who taught us PCR. Gahhs.
Later school again but alot ppl not going x.x
I don't feel like going too....

2010-06-07T01:27:00.003+08:00

In 6/7 more months, I am off from this world. Good for those who had hated me since j1, too bad for those who would really miss me.

Yesterday night, 2nd in BR arena. And it won't ever happen again. It was just a really really x infinity lucky day for me. I am not a recognised pro anyway ~.~
Well.. It feels as if I am losing everything soon..

ANYWAY WELCOME BACK KEN =D

2010-06-06T03:27:00.002+08:00

Boring. Sleeping now.
Just filled my WMP with many many songs. Some as long as 8 years ago. I don't know any latest English pop songs. :S
K-Pop can ask me HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA! Later is SJ de dk what right? They would have appeared in SG..

KEN TAN , WHERE ARE YOU?!

2010-06-05T04:41:00.003+08:00

BORINGGGG! Apparently my experiment failed. I was trying to edit some stuff but it doesn't work out well.. oh well, i need more days to try out! x)

Ytd went KFC wif cousins,mum,sis. Finger lickin good! Long time never eat liao. hoho.
Ok bye! my WMP list got sooooo many new songs nao xD

2010-06-04T04:02:00.000+08:00

I am starting to doubt you...

2010-06-03T01:08:00.002+08:00

Tues : GP P1 was fine. P2 sucks ttm. Nuff said. -__-

TODAY: Maths lecture was very very boring. I was super tired as well. Maths quiz got so low score :S
Nahs, I don't really give a damn now. I was thinking of sleeping only throughout maths lecture. I wondered who saw my unglamness? LOL. Because my head keeps dropping like wtf. -.-
OMG CHINA AUDI COMING OUT GUITAR MODE FIRST. I AM GONNA PLAY.

2010-06-01T00:55:00.002+08:00

Later GP mid years exam. Wtf. I don't even have confidence for the 2 papers later.
Shit GP. Hope you will be abolished one day. (Won't ever happen)

The only thing i can do is to PRAY. I was tagging exp hours ago. So do you think I absorbed much info? No. Now reading through LK's essay just made me wonder..... if my english writing were that fluent. zz.

Ok bye. I am still at lvl 67 for GOOD now. Wait till the next 2x exp event.. so long~
OHYA.. TOMORROW AUDI PATCH. CBP UPDATE OMG.

2010-05-31T01:51:00.001+08:00

Forgot blog yesterday..
Lvl 66 RM le ! LIKE YAY. HAHAHAH. Nigel really really SM liao. AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH.
TOMORROW I LVLING to 67. Heh. FAST RIGHT? Actually not really. zz.

Ok, watching videos of Dream Concert 2010. SO NICEEE. KARA, f(x), SJ, SHINee!! =D
Later got school . diao. Coming home tag atw , cos today is sort of LAST DAY OF 2x LIAO.

2010-05-29T03:49:00.003+08:00

Lvl 65 alreadyyyy! (Y) LATER SURE GOING RM LIAO. OMG OMG. :D
Nigel already lvl 70 . :( One more level and he will get his new rank and special avatar. wtffffff. Ahhhhh.

SUA. tag till the max i can go lo. I have GP CT on tues. Die die die. ==

2010-05-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

School ended well yesterday. Went back to qss cos of my sis meet the parents session. I SAW MY GAN MAAAAAA. Miss her so much! T.T
Was wondering if i could stay in queensway again. =x I KNOW THE TEACHERS MISS AND LOVE ME A LOT. :D :D :D :D

Ok. I was tagging exp just now.................. still lvl 64. Nigel lvl 69 . cb. D:
Aiya, I RM , i happy liao. heh.
Thats all! Back to CHATTING!

2010-05-26T00:46:00.002+08:00

SHIT YOU. I HAVEN'T FINISH STUYDYING MY VECTORS TEST. LOL.
HOT WEATHER + FUNNY CONVO WITH YOU = WONT EVER CONCENTRATE HAHA.

ok, BACK TO CHATTING. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

2010-05-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

So I flunked my today's electrochem QUIZ. Let's hope for a pass shall we?
I mean even if i really fail, who gives a damn? Not in PR! Heh, if only in PR i will be very very moody, because its a tough paper ! :(
Some questions I really dont know how to do. Not even a single clue, like wth are these questions. Maybe because I never do TYS but I heard that these are not in the TYS? :O

nb. i dont care liao. if tmr one also cmi, sua liao -.-

2010-05-24T00:04:00.001+08:00

Shit. I haven't finish reading my electrochem -.-
Was busy tagging and I am lvl 64 le! :D Wanna chase up Nigel =x

KEN DON'T LAUGH AT ME OK :@

2010-05-23T03:28:00.002+08:00

Tagging spree still onnnnnnnnnnnn :DD
Going lvl 64 soon. So near yet so far to my ROYAL MASTER T_T ~~

Ok the week that is full of tests. Argh.

2010-05-22T02:29:00.003+08:00

Sometimes , you really leave me with question marks round my head. What are you up to? Or am I overly suspicious?
Is that a new strategy of yours?...
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Oh well, Audition is having 2x exp season again. Time to chiong again. I want to get the Royal Master rank. Bo bian. I want top 50 as well. =/
And my skills seem to be really going down...

2010-05-17T21:36:00.003+08:00

Idk why but I feel that, you,as a girl, should still mind your words. Don't anyhow use words on me.
No, don't get the wrong idea. I am referring to someone whom all wouldn't ever guess it.
There's hidden meaning behind the first sentence, but I shan't say anymore. Too private!

2010-05-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

Realised that I hadn't blogged for years ! Hmm, Thurs was my Chem SPA and I screwed my gradient. I can actually copy wrong numbers down into my working. TOO NERVOUS LE. :(
Sua, minus 1 mark only I think. 18 or 19/20 also can la....Ya..

Yesterday went to watch Ip Man 2 with lin ken, ben, noon and sebas.
Actually I didn't want to go, cos I felt like I would be so extra? @_@ (If you can actually see the picture), but Lin Ken keeps saying that it is a very nice movie , as if it's the world's best movie , so yea.. Anyway.. Sebas also bought tickets le, I also can't change my mind liao. ~_~
So we went to Tiong to watch movie after CSE.......Movie then begins...

IP MAN DESERVES 5/5 ! LOL. ITS VERY NICE LEH. And I think it's the first martial arts movie I watch? Haha. ALL THANKS TO LINKEN LA :@
But but but but, its really good! Although I felt that one more part of the movie could be further developed, but it is redundant I guess.. Anyway, I love the ending as well. :)
Overall, tired but happy. :)

YES ITS RAINING! =x

2010-05-12T21:04:00.005+08:00

Super Junior's new song (BONAMANA) MV.

SUPER NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D

AND BEN ACTUALLY KNOWS ABOUT THIS SONG LOL.

Ok no stereotyping =x

2010-05-11T01:51:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHAH. HI. I STARTED MY CSE 5hrs ago, AND I JUST FINISHED IT -.-
Proud of myself eh? hehehhhe.

Chatting with Ben now. and Melvyn. and Hai en. omg . All entertaining me while I was doing CSE. NOW I GOTTA SLEEP. LIKE NOW.
BYE!

ME AND BEN ARE THE LAST 2 SURVIVORS OF CSE TORMENT. LOLOLOL. LAME ME ! X_X

2010-05-09T01:43:00.002+08:00

Mothers' Day today. Booomzxc. LOL.
Extremely bored. Now just trying out videos......zzz.

2010-05-08T01:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm, GP lessons were cancelled for two days consecutively cos my tutor was busy with the Talenttime thing. That means 3hrs makeup GP. Wtf. LOL. And bio lesson also havent make up yet -.-

Ytd was also Talenttime. But apparently, alot of ppl made last min decisions and decide to go. lol.
Too bad. I hate last mins stuff.

ok bye.

2010-05-06T21:31:00.001+08:00

Today Zhou is so cold so us, when we saw her on MRT. She ignored us! @_@
Oh whatever.

NEXT THURS CHEM SPAAAAAAAAAAAA. i want 20/20 :D
Back to vectors. zzz.
STILL GOT CSE TO DOOOOOOO. sighs..

2010-05-05T22:21:00.001+08:00

Maths quiz dead. I really hope it's not counted. Stupid zzz.
Bio SPA trial was fine, but don't know answers correct or not.

This week free again. YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEE!! I longed to be free ONE WEEK. ~_~

2010-05-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

Omg, today is Audition's monthly patch and 23 new songs are added. Fking can't wait to play, but I can only wait till fri. So sian. Got tests, tutorials...AHHHHHHHHH. ZZZ.

Listing 13 non-Audition songs :
Elva Hsiao - Shan Shan Re Ren Ai (130bpm)
Jerry Yan - Afraid of Darkness (80bpm)
Jewelry - Rally (178bpm)
Justin Bieber - Baby (130bpm)
Kara - Lupin (136bpm)
Landy Wen - D.I.S.C.O (123bpm)
Maksim - The flight of the bumble bee (144bpm)
MBLAQ - My love for you comes in (140bpm)
Rihanna - Rude Boy (87bpm)
SHE - Ai shang ni (150bpm)
SNSD - Run devil run (130bpm)
T-ara - I'm really hurt (150bpm)
Xiao Yu - Xiang ni de xi guan (132bpm)

COOL RIGHT? COOL????!?!?!?! THE BUMBLE BEE SONG MY FAV LOL. Nice si le. And the SHE one , and the RDR, and and and ALL LA OK. :D

Ok, today very very very very happy, hehehehehehhe.

2010-05-03T02:49:00.001+08:00

We ought to behave like a class. You know, I know, we all know.

2010-05-02T03:57:00.002+08:00

Quite boring life I am having now. LOL.
Yest never go aunt hse, cos one of my aunts is sick. So yea...

Was chatting with Ken in Audi a few moments ago. His JC life SUCKS LOL. Really can salute him for enduring so long, until May liao. JOIN CHEM OLYMPIADDD!! :D

Gah, I can't wait for Tues. Audi patch :3

2010-05-01T03:17:00.003+08:00

This is so cool! I am using milestone to type out this post now hahahahah.
Anyway yesterday had gp test. Standard. Confirm fail one zzz.

Oh,and I hate PE lessons alot. Not because of the tough and strenuous exercises but because of something else, which I shant say lol. Thanks to those who help me though :D

And sorry mum for yest. I love you!!

2010-04-29T21:41:00.002+08:00

Ytd bought my new phone, Milestone. They dont have HTC Hero anymore, so I went for Milestone. Was ok initially but after going back home, phone started to have alot of problems. Keeps on restarting, can't charge phone properly, can't connect to USB. Total crap.

So today I went back to ask for an exchange and they did it for me! (Of course they tried my fault milestone first..) The staff who attended me are indeed superb and so friendly! The smiles on their faces just brighten up my mood. And getting back a operational phone of course makes me even happier.

Oh, the lady who attended me at CSS is pretty :D

2010-04-27T20:08:00.001+08:00

Let's summarise. So tireddd now.
Ytd chem test. Rather screwed :S
Today got dialogue session until 5.30pm. Was doing maths tut throughout the talk. So boring one. Even the tut seems more fun than the talk LOL.

Ok that's the end. Maths test!!! :DDDDD

2010-04-25T03:31:00.003+08:00

Mass tagging exp in Audition ! Tomorrow still need wake up early JUST to ensure that I have a place in Expert channel so that I can continue tagging exp. I am going lvl 62 soon LOL. I just reached lvl 61 ytd, and now I am going 62 =P

Oh well, at least I can go army happily alr, cos I was hoping to reach at least lvl 61 before I go army.. Haha.
Chem test on Monday.. Can full ? LOL.

2010-04-24T18:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had Bio test. Gonna fail as usual . I am soooo used to failing Bio that I don't feel anything when I see a 10 + /40 . -_-
Well, when me, cy and amy's PW group took bus back to JP yesterday, an old auntie scolded Linken/Nat for talking too loudly. I was like wow . Were they talking THAT loud in the first place? The old auntie called them bodoh too. , and also said that they talked until like a few years never talk.. Walao, I felt like helping them rebut, asking her if she is gila? HAHA. Then like that still not enough leh. Alight le, then tell random passerbys abt them talking so loud. Wtf is wrong with OLD people nowadays man...
Oh , i remembered smth. She say they talk until so loud as if here is a shutter bus(?) . Whats the difference between a normal bus and a shutter bus? -.-

As age increases, the respect one needs increases? NO. Bullshit.
We should just shout back at the old auntie , telling her to fk off. :D
Aiya, I am just feeling not happy for them.

Peace~ ^^v

2010-04-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the 1-1 thinggy with my CT.
He is giving me so much pressure now ! =l He said this, "Don't disappoint me". He is expecting so much from me when my potential is THAT limited.
He also told me that I will be able to get into a local uni with no problems , provided that I ace my 3H2s and also decent grades for my H1s. Must he aim that high for me.. .? @_@

Argh, back to study Bio. Aiming for a pass, although the probabilty of passing is like only 1E99..zzz.

2010-04-20T22:57:00.003+08:00

Agreed with tdh on msn. We should relax and not be so stressed everyday.
I mean, come on... we are still humans after all. Not some galvanic cell related things. (oops)
I don't do much work everyday, frankly speaking. I am like totally hooked on fb wtf.
I usually sleep btw 12-1am, and my body is really adjusted to this time frame. Anytime earlier or later cannot sleep one LOL.

Yes, I know we all must work infinity times harder cos it's the A's. But, if your life is totally full of chemical equations, maths equations, bio facts everyday, sooner or later, one will crumble under the hands of it. (Hey, my brain contains alot of number sequences because of playing Audition - long term effect. )
Ok, guess I am crapping or making no sense here. Anyway, it's one's way of studying.

Oh, maths test today. Quite confident about it, but nahs, aiming too high will only make me feel very disappointed at the end.

2010-04-20T00:41:00.002+08:00

Suddenly missed Agnes alot, probably because I chanced upon her fb profile , and all the memories we had just came back.....
*Big sighs* She has an A for PW and C for chinese. Overall, she is doing better than me. So I should be going to UK instead of her...
And idk if I should be happy when I finish my JC life. I don't feel good somehow. Because I am gonna miss so many things..

Ok it's really a random post before I am offing.
Stop emoing ! x)

2010-04-20T00:23:00.001+08:00

I am aiming for a not more than 5 marks away from full marks for later Maths test. lol
Sounds a bit ridiculous, but oh well, all the best =l .

BANKAI!

2010-04-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

Doing tut 19A now. Sucks ttm. How I wish I can burn the whole book 5 LOL.
Ok, back to doing the last question. Brain is dying soon, so ya..

AND MY CSE!! :(

2010-04-18T03:39:00.002+08:00

Tmr is Monday? Wtf? Lol, we are dead. I suddenly remembered there is CSE to be done.
GZ IS OUR ONLY SAVIOUR @_@

This week (week 2.5) is so horrible x_x

2010-04-17T02:04:00.002+08:00

Got a B for PW. Hmm, I was ok initially until I know of other ppl's grades.
INJUSTICE I have to say. That's why I got so worked up. My class has 9As and 12Bs. As a class, we did quite well, but comparing individuals, there's much debate over it.
Anyway, we have to face reality . This is it. Let's focus on our H2 subjects bah.

Actually I feel quite sad as well too. Guess that it's because time flies SO fast. When I got my PW results, it seemed that the doing of WR, EoM etc are all done yesterday. Then there were many flashbacks in my mind. I sort of miss the whole process though. Tiring but it's worth the experience. :D

Gonna sleep soon , cos it's raining. Needa off comp too.
Cheer up and cool down for those who are feeling that injustice !

2010-04-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

Now is Iphone , Milestone or Nexus One? LOL. I like all three leh -_-
Nvm I want to choose the cheapest out of the three. Haha. I wanna change phone! :(

OH. tmr is the release of A levels PW results. Rather nervous.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL :D
I want at least a B! Please please ! Of course I will love it if i am given an A.
An A PLEASE X infinity ~_~

2010-04-14T21:10:00.003+08:00

Hmm, I quite like Dean's new phone, which is the Motorola Milestone.
Spent 1hr reading through the reviews of Milestone vs iphone. And now I'm in a dilemma.
Milestone seems so coooooool ! Iphone like got so many ppl buy liao, so should use something different. And Milestone jus out not long ago is it? o.o

Anyway, I needa know the prices first (AGAIN) or else my parents wont buy!
It's delayed and delayed...

So MILESTONE OR IPHONE?!?!
Not other phones pls.

2010-04-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Fuck school.

Today, i was late. It was the first time in my 12 years of education. Same to Lin Ken.
The bus was so slow?! Even 3 teachers were late with us. Can't we be spared , just like the teachers? You see, an accident nearly happened because someone apparently wanted to charge across the road when there's so many cars.
But, despite all these, I am still gonna take the same route to school. I mean, it seems safer somehow..? Aiya, those councillors also another one. zzz. Idk what to say about them liao.

That's not all.
During PE, me and Dean were called out because we were assumed to have failed 2.4km run. (That's because we are slightly horizontally challenged). Nice one. I was rank 82 and Dean rank 77, and someone who is rank 92 wasn't called out? I don't get this unfaireness here? Then the both of us were supposed to run 10 rounds to train 2.4km . ... but HAHAHAHAH. Ok that actually sort of covered my anger. THE TRACK IS MY RED CARPETTTTTT!
And if I really fail, I am gonna go crazy because when I finished my 5th round, it was 10.55. At most, I will hit 12.55, which is NOT a fail . Then what's wrong? No, I can't just probably let this matter rest. I wanna double check! This is so damn depressing ._.

ok. at least i feel better liao. Ridiculous school .
Wa CSE today was LOL. Before we go for CSE, there was a class using our classroom. So a group of us chiong-ed in when that class was dismissed LOL. Some people were like aunties! =x
Even that class was appalled by our actions. Haha! I chiong-ed in as well la actually, cos I want the front seatsssss ! :D

Tata! Doing work nao =)

2010-04-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

You told me that, but X told me another story. And the list goes on...
Seems that I have heard so many stories until I am going bonkers. lol. Not a big issue. I am still sticking to my stand.

AuditionSEA's patch is tomorrow. Slightly disappointed. Oh well, but there are still new songs. :D
Besides that, there's also Beat Rush daily competition added. Gahs, my BR isn't THAT good yet.
But I will go just for the sake of fun. Come on, I hope I won't be eliminated at prelimnary round? LOL.
Really hope tmr's new songs are gonna be nice. It must be so as to cover my missing guitar mode, which is supposed to come out tomorrow as well ! :(

2010-04-11T02:44:00.003+08:00

NAPFA WAS GREATTTTT YTD! Although I fail my pullups, my shuttle run got a shocking A. omg omg LOL. My grades aren't that good anyway, so I won't bother writing it down on my blog. I am the lowest in my class for so many stations ._.
2.4km is confirmed pass. But idk the timing nia. HOPING FOR A DDDDDDDD.
Thanks to those who really supported me. . :D NOW I FEEL THAT I HAVE HOPE OF GETTING A SILVER O_O!!

oh well, I am still disturbed by something..
IT'S ALL SUPERFICIAL HEHEHEHEHHE =) (Inside joke)

2010-04-08T16:15:00.002+08:00

GP IS SO SCREWED !! (As usual). Alrights, I shan't make a big fuss over it.
Like what HL said, study also fail, no study also fail, then what's the point of studying ? (Y)
I thought I can relax already, but....
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Tomorrow PE, and sat NAPFA. I am dead =l

Next week quite good? No test :D